My Free Writes: 


A constellation of patterns can be.. 
various things, patterns within space using the body, objects/props e.g. starts, planets etc. 
Stars make patterns in the sky without planning or purpose. Patterns can also be in anything like wallpaper, socks, clothing, carpet, objects, images etc. 


Between people there is...
different relationships or connections. For example a teacher and a student relationship would be limited in the way you wouldn't share your personal and private thoughts, feelings or situations with them, not like a bestfriend or a partner. 
Different individuals feel comfortable with different people to share thoughts, feelings, problems, emotions etc with. 


When i am part of a group..
I feel i have to keep contributing my ideas or images or experiences i have or had to relate to the work we are doing to help create something unique and unusual. 
I also listen and picture in m y mind what other people contribute to help one whole image come to place. My ideas are usually artistic, creative and i always try think outside the box. I never know if my ideas are any good or if others will understand them but still i try to convey them. 


As an individual...
i like to explore varies way of creating a dance or theatre performance. I like to look at other practitioners or artists to influence my work. I like to use costume to help, explore movement but also add in gestures, speech and props. 


I feel ..
tired today and a little drained because i went out last night, and i got home late. I think if i didnt have this lesson id still be asleep. 
I'm going home tomorrow, which im looking forward to but i'm dreading the long journey, I'd prefer to fly home so i can feel relaxed and free.